Hot Air Balloon.

Ada suatu kejadian aneh hari ini!

Hmmm...

Jadi, akhir-akhir ini kan gw lagi tergila-gila sama lagunya Owl City yang judulnya Hot Air Balloon. Lagu yang lumayan lama sih dan bukan yang jadi hits dari mereka tapi one of the best song from them so far menurut gw. Dalam sehari, itu lagu bisa di replay terus-terusan buat sejaman lah kira-kira. So deeply in love with that song man, like crazy. You must listen to it.

Ini linknya: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qq1dR46_7mg

Dan ini cover picture buat single nya:



Lalu...

Tadi sekitar jam 7.30 pagi, gw tiba-tiba aja kebangun. Pertama, udah rada siang juga sih jadi ya emang waktunya bangun tidur. Dan kedua, gara-gara ada suara aneh gitu terus-terusan tiap beberapa menit sekali. Pas pertama kali gw melek, ah gw pikir masih jam 7an, bisa lah santai-santai dulu di kasur. Eh, karna suara itu makin lama kedengerannya makin berisik, gw jadi ga pengen di kasur lagi dan penasaran suara apa. Akhirnya, gw pun beranjak dari kasur dengan setengah hati dan melongok ke jendela yang adanya persis di atas ranjang gw.


Dan tebak! apa yang saya lihat!


jreng jreng jreng...

JRENG JRENG JRENG!!
*kayak back sound sinetron indo kalo si orang jahat lagi beraksi*



HOT AIR BALLOON yang terlihat sangat jelas. Karna balloonnya bener-bener lewat aja gitu di depan kamar gw. Ternyata, balonnya gede banget. Trus bentar-bentar ada apinya gitu nyembur keatas. Ga pernah gw liat balon udara sedeket ini jadinya maklum ya kalo rada norak :D

Trus, dengan tangan secepat kilat gw ambil kamera di laci dan tentu saja foto-foto. hihihi



Ini ga di zoom in sama sekali loh. Malahan tadi gw liat balonnya jauh lebih besar dari ini sampe keliatan jumlah orang yang ada diatas berapa. Trus udahannya gw jadi bingung sendiri. Kok baru kali ini ya gw liat balon udara sedeket ini dan waktunya lagi pas banget gw lagi tergila-gila sama lagu yang judulnya juga hot air balloon.

HMMM.. Apakah ini... Apakah ini sebuah pertanda? Pertanda kalo gw harus naik balon udara? Yeah I wish.

so random! please forgive me.

Random thought:

I wish I could be a DJ for a day. Also, a synthesizer. I think it would be so hella awesome. SO cool.

:) :)

No, no. This post is definitely not going to be a sad long story about me. I guarantee that. That's because I'm bringing good news here. Yeah yeah yeahs! Maybe not a really good news for you, but it's driving me crazy for the past couple of hours. I got job at Melbourne Town Hall. I'm now speechless. Don't know what to say but I surely am know what to do. All I have done since 1pm today was just smiling until NOW. hehe note the capitalization of the word now. I'm smiling at this very second when I wrote this.

I am so liking the decoration of the overall building. It's very antique and artistic. Makes me like I'm in the UK or somewhere else in Europe. I didn't really do interview session with the manager. I got his number from one of my classmates the other day. And I called him and told that I want to work there if there are any job vacancies available at the moment. And voila! he directly asked me to come on the spot in less than two weeks. Now I just want to rolling on the floor and jumping on my bed. Super duper excited! Really can't wait until the day comes.

so not recommended post to read.

Well, I hope this post is not going to be another long crap story. Hopefully.

I've been trying my best to be Miss-the-happiest-girl-in-the-world until today. I try to laugh as much as I can even tough I'm not in the happy mood. I eat whatever I want to eat even though I'm not hungry. I go wherever I want to go with whoever I want to be. I did those things just for the sake of my happiness because I know life's short.

I've been waiting for something way too long. I was once planning just to give up because I don't think I will have enough strength to hold that back for a longer time. I feel like every time I try things, it keeps failing, failing and failing. hhhhhh. No, it's not about finding soul mate, boy friend, husband for future life or that kinda thing. Maybe for other people it sounds cheesy and lame but for me it's a big deal. The thing that I'm worrying is about finding the right workplace. The place where I should be at. Otherwise I'll be feeling so useless and pointless being here. I know, maybe that's not the end point of what God is wanting to give me but the lessons being learnt. But, I am too tired now. Literally tired.

And that's not the only problem that I'm having right now. There are still so many problems and I hate it when they come all together at the same time. It's like digging a long long never ending hole. It's so dark until you can't see any lights at all from anywhere. I got so many personal problems that I actually want to share to lighten my burden but I can't and not allowed to. Now everything seems so complicated. I don't know how to start and which problem I need to sort it out first. I'm just as small as an ant in this gigantic world.

I've never felt this kind of feeling in my entire life so far. I think this is the lowest turning point that I've ever had. Also, I've never written anything like this before. I think this post looks so disgusting. But thank you for your time to read (if any), regardless how many persons out there who is willingly to read this blog from an unknown person like me. I am not aiming in viewers. I just want to share my problem here. Because, blog is always besides me, where I'm lost in this world and nobody really cares about anybody else. That's a pathetic fact but it's so real. There's nothing else I can say beside thank you very much to my dearest blog and people who are reading this blog for keeping me company through my ups and downs.

____________________


Oh gosh. Look at my writing! I just want to laugh now. Feel like an artist or what with my words. Pretty much lots of bullshit there. Not the real bullshit I mean. Just a little bit maybe? hmm.. Okay now, I need to stop this before I am going to tell you another-long-boring-crap-cheesy-lame-story. I'll try to get through all of these problems and get over it ASAP. fingers crossed. Nighty night, peeps!

Tuhan, aku bingung harus berbuat apa...
Tolong berikan aku petunjuk...
Rasanya cobaan ini terlalu berat...
Selalu datang silih berganti...
Jangan biarkan aku menyerah, Tuhan...
Karna sebenarnya aku tidak ingin menyerah...

Viva 20:20 !

Officially my new favorite band nowwwww.

one, they are British.
two, they are still young.
three, lovable songs.
fourth, they are charming.
fifth, i like their genre.
and sixth, how come they have beautiful hair cuts?!

check these out for their music videos~

first single -
http://www.youtube.com/user/twentytwentyband#p/u/14/aCPQdlicL8I

second single -
http://www.youtube.com/user/twentytwentyband#p/u/8/i6Osf1EXb7o

third single -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXuIciR6KA4

fourth single - Worlds Apart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DhmZ1cXH2bM

I've been knowing them since last year but i was just like oh okay, they are british, charming and their music is just uhmm so so. but now after their third and fourth single, i am positively liking them. Go 20:20!

fingers crossed

current REAL obsession:

1. Get a job in a big hotel ASAP.
2. Go to Mt. Buller or Falls Creek this june or july.
3. Lose more weight, about 15 kg to go.
4. Go to Bali this december.
5. Get student exchange to Europe.


short, simple but i really mean it.

MADU!!

Pagi-pagi udah ngelap kulkas gara-gara madu gw tumpah. swt =.="
baru mau ngambil madu, eh kok ada cairan kuning dimana-mana. ternyata madu gw tumpah!
madu gw tumpahhhhh!!
sekali lagi, MADU GUAAA TUMPAHHHH LHOO
biasanya gw kalo abis bangun tidur langsung minum madu sama lemon juice. waktu itu pernah tumpah juga sih tapi ga seheboh ini. lagian madu disini rese, jarang ada madu yang bisa diambil pake sendok. jadi kemasannya yang model tutupnya di puter gitu dan kalo ga kenceng ya udah mbleber kemana-mana. apalagi madunya kan udah tinggal dikit jadinya gw taronya di tidurin gitu kalo ga lama turunnya.
jadilah gw keluarin isi kulkas yang kena tumpahan madu dengan sangat setengah hati. mulailah gw gosok-gosok dan lap-lap kulkas sama lantai dengan perut kosong karna baru bangun.
udah malah lengket lagi. dingin juga karna itu kulkas.
lihat saja madu, saya akan balas dendam!! huahahhahahaaahhaha *evil laugh*